IÂ haven’tÂ written about my little growing boy in a while, well he is doing well, kicking alot and I think he likes The OldÂ McDonaldÂ song because I play that for him and he goes nuts!. They say all babies like music, I would hope he really does like it andÂ I’mÂ notÂ scaringÂ the mess out of him with my loud toys.
We are all set forÂ NovemberÂ (mentally, kind of) its getting harder and harder just to do normal things as my weeks go by. For example :
-IÂ definitelyÂ cannot hide my big old belly like I used to, that thing is a monster. I cant control the way I walk, its more of a waddle, I reallyÂ didn’tÂ want to waddle but I do.. *sigh*.
-I have been having some acne things pop up, which just may mean I need to up the ante on my water and watch my diet.
-I cannot sleepÂ comfortablyÂ because I am most comfortableÂ lyingÂ on my tummy, (oh the day when I am able to do that again)
-I get some serious muscle pain in my legs after heavy walking.. (don’tÂ know whatÂ that’sÂ about).
-Apparently big box baby stores scare me!…. not so funny story – I went to Buy Buy Baby to get one of those tummy lifters, just to see if maybe I could ease some of the nerve/muscle pain I have. I go in there and I swear seeing like 50 million pacifiers on one wall, all these gadgets and cribs, and clothing and weird looking devices, it about drove me over the edge. I was about to have an anxiety attack, it was crazy my reaction. Anyway, I tellÂ Joe,’ honey lets get out of here’, I pay for the thingamagig and forget my damn IPhone on the counter. Do you know some joker stole my daggoneÂ iPhone. #death.
So now I have a freaking Samsung! Â (I cant seem to turn the thing down when it rings, that ish can wake up the dead -Joey’s words)
I am waiting for the Â iPhoneÂ 5 that comes out next week and I will be putting a tracking device on it – honestly how in the world did we use those things years ago, it takes me 5 minutes to send a text message.
Moral of the story is – Send my mom to do all your baby shopping for the gadgets he wont need and get armed with a list for essentials to calm my nerves.Â
Other than that I really cant wait to see him! and part of me cant wait to have my body back… Â I know he has to cook a bit more.. but Hell this ish aint easy!! – I tell him every day- ‘son, take all the time you need!’ but I know when he is out and acting up he gonna hear about what I went through to bring his lil butt here..
Other than that, Joe and I are fine still working hard and praying for aÂ healthyÂ little man, I still cantÂ believeÂ God trusted little old me to bring another human being unto this planet…surreal & Blessed